It's been almost a year since my last diagnosis and almost two years
since the last autoimmune disease. So, I figured that would
soon change... and it did.
Somewhere around four or five months ago, I went through another change.
The first thing I noticed was a decrease in stamina. I
just could not get through a day any more. It was like the past
was creeping up on me. I ended up quitting my nursing position
due to that very reason. I was missing more and more days and
going home early.
I also noticed a cognitive change. It was a struggle to think
of words... simple words. Office became that square room you
spend your work day in. Broom became stuff shover.
I was also doing things I should have instinctively known not to,
like attempting to touch a hot burner. I heard no bells or alarms
telling me not to touch a red burner but the heat I felt when I got
close stopped me luckily.
Besides loss of stamina and cognitive function, I was suffering from
the following symptoms as well.
Headaches
Getting lost in familiar places
Unable to convey my thoughts
Forgetfulness
Difficulty concentrating
Stutter occasionally
Eyes crossing
Blurred vision
Momentary loss of vision
Ringing in my ears
Smelling things that aren't there
Voice becomes raspy and then stops
Dry blisters on fingers that itch
Itch all the time
Red spots on upper torso
Red rash on chest
Tingling fingers and toes
Skin on fingers feel tight
Small non-painful sores in mouth
Sweating around neck and hands
Palpitations
Irregular pulse
Chest pain
Wheezing
Shortness of breath
Difficulty breathing
Bloating
Frequent burping
Nausea
Shoulders become to heavy to lift arms
Can't move my arms momentarily
Arms feel heavy and hard to move
Neck becomes too tired to hold head up
Fatigue
Muscle aches
Bone pain
Skip period for months
Periods scanty
Periods heavy after not having them
Painful menstruation
Unexplained 60 pound weight gain in 18 months
With such a vast array of symptoms, I decided it was time to see a
rheumatologist. I knew I could be having some of these symptoms
from some of the diagnoses I already have or from some of my medications
or from something that had yet to be diagnosed. Whatever it was though,
it was time to get checked out again.
So, armed with my history and current symptoms, I went to see my first
rheumatologist. My husband and I liked him and he seemed to
be quite thorough. After going through my history, symptoms
and doing the assessment, this is what I was told.
I have Costochondritis [read the diagnosis page for more info on Costochondritis]
and for this I was given Indocin SR 75mg to
take every 12 hours.
The muscles around my neck and shoulders were extremely tight and
were having spasms, which I wasn't even aware of, and for this he
gave me Skelaxin 800mg which I was to take every
8 hours.
Then he told me what I already knew. It was hard to ascertain
whether I was having these symptoms from a preexisting condition or
from something new.
It would take blood work to determine the cause. He ordered
a CBC, Liver Function Panel, Creatinine, C-Reactive Profile, and Electrolytes.
He wanted to do the entire ANA panel but explained it was well
over $1500. Since I do not have insurance due to being uninsurable,
we opted to do the CTD panel. This would either rule out or
diagnose Lupus.
So, once the lab was drawn, my return appointment was scheduled for
February
4th to find out the results.
You are listening to Memories from the musical Cats, written by
Andrew Lloyd Webber and T.S. Eliot. I felt this song was a perfect
selection
for this site because of the affiliation I feel with Grizabella. Although
for her,
it was age and not health issues that changed her, neither of us are who
we
were before, on the outside, and it can affect how we feel on the inside.
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