The first thing we need is a basic understanding of Addison's
Disease. I hope to give you an explanation as well as a personal
glimpse into what it is like to have it. As I said on the
index page I will not be giving credit here as that would be impossible.
I have collected this information over the past twenty-two
years from various sources, source types, and from personal experience
as well.
DEFINITION
Addison's Disease is a rare disease that affects the adrenal glands.
Although, it only affects about one person out of every 100,000
people, it occurs in all age groups and in men and women equally.
Addison's Disease occurs when the adrenal glands do not produce
cortisol and in some cases, aldosterone. Cortisol affects
nearly every organ in the body having hundreds of effects in the
body. The most important function of cortisol is to help the
body respond to stress. And stress isn't necessarily just
the bad things that happen to us. Good and positive things
create stress as well.
ETIOLOGY
Addison's Disease or the failure to produce adequate levels of cortisol
can occur due to several different reasons. It may be because
the adrenals have stopped working or because the pituitary gland
is no longer telling it to work. Either way the body is no
longer getting the cortisol it needs. Most cases of Addison's
Disease are caused by the gradual destruction of the outer layer
of the adrenal glands by the body's own immune system. For
reasons unknown the immune system produces antibodies that attack
the body's own tissue or organs and slowly destroys them. Adrenal
insufficiency occurs when at least ninety percent of the adrenals
have been destroyed.
SYMPTOMS
Since the symptoms of Addison's Disease usually begin gradually,
they are usually ignored until a stressful event like an illness
or an accident causes them to become worse. This is known
as an addisonian crisis, or acute adrenal insufficiency. It
is at this point that the symptoms are severe enough to seek medical
treatment before a crisis occurs. However, for about a quarter
of us with Addison's, the symptoms first appear during an addisonian
crisis.
Weakness
Muscle weakness
Unintentional weight loss
Nausea
Vomiting
Dehydration
Chronic diarrhea
Loss of appetite
Darkening of the skin in some areas
Paleness
Skin rashes on the feet and hands
Sores on the inside of the mouth
Slow, sluggish, and lethargic movements
Slow and sluggish speech
Changes in the blood pressure or pulse
Excessive sweating on the face and or hands
Headaches
Dilated pupils
Skipping or stopping of menstrual cycle
Confusion
Involuntary, abnormal eyelid movement
Fluctuating mood
Difficulty paying attention
Episodes of amnesia
Impaired short-term memory and memory loss
Hallucinations
These are the classic symptoms of Addison's Disease. Not everyone
will have each and every symptom and just to keep things interesting
some will have symptoms that are just the opposite, as I did. This
will depend on whether there are any other disease processes at
work. In my case, I did not have the unintentional, or intentional
weight loss. At the same time I did not have the vomiting
and diarrhea either which may be what leads to the weight loss.
I did not have any of the darkening of the skin neither.
I cannot recall whether my face and palms would sweat but since
I was so cold all the time, I can't imagine they did. As you
can guess, it is these inconsistencies that makes diagnosis so difficult.
TREATMENT
Replacement corticosteroids are necessary to control the symptoms
of Addison's Disease and they must be continued for life.
Usually a combination of hydrocortisone and florinef are given and
they may need to be increased during times of stress. Since
infection, injury, or profuse sweating can cause Addisonian crisis,
you must call your health care provider for possible temporary increases
in medication.
When a crisis occurs an intravenous or intramuscular injection of
hydrocortisone must be given immediately. Those of us with
Addison's Disease are generally taught to give ourselves an emergency
injection of hydrocortisone during times of stress.
It is important for anyone with Addison's Disease to always carry
a medical identification card that states the type of medication
and the proper dosage needed in case there is an emergency.
Medication should never be skipped and if it cannot be kept down
due to vomiting, the health care provider should be notified. Also,
report any fluid retention and weight gain to your health care provider.
An appointment should be scheduled if weight increases progressively,
your ankles begin to swell, or other new symptoms develop.
Primarily, for me, treatment has been Hydrocortisone 20mg
BID [twice a day] and Florinef 0.1mg QD [once
daily]. I have been told repeatedly that this is a hefty dosage
but after having been on it for so long, the doctors feel the chances
are slim that I could ever tolerate a decrease.
MY POINT of VIEW
Living with Addison's Disease has created a lot of changes in my
life. From everything I've read it isn't necessarily supposed
to but nevertheless it has. Having never met anyone else with
Addison's Disease I couldn't tell you how much is Addison's Disease
and how much is the combination of everything else. Or for
that matter how much may be a new problem yet to be diagnosed.
The first thing I needed to learn was to take my medicine. It's
amazing how hard this one thing was to learn and how much of a difference
it made when I took it correctly.
The next thing I had to learn is when and how much to adjust it
during times of stress. Early on in my diagnosis, I was
taught by my doctor to adjust my medicine according to how I felt.
I do not know if the doctor trusted my judgment or simply
didn't want to be bothered. But to be honest, I think it was
just as much a learning process for him as it was for me.
The next adjustment came after I started working for a living.
It was then I learned I had physical limitations and began adjusting
my medications accordingly. Pushing myself beyond these limits,
either physically or emotionally, can and has taken its toll. When
I had to function past my capacity, it was not unlike me to increase
my medication to match the task at hand. For instance, if I had
a sixteen hour shift to work, I would increase my medication to
enable me to do so. This is not recommended, certainly
has its drawbacks, and I am not suggesting it to anyone. It
is just something I do in order to do the things I needed to do. Even
that has its limitation.
There does come a point when I have nothing left to function on
and at times it really doesn't take that much. I had found
I could work and do nothing else but sleep or I could stop working
and have energy enough that I could be awake when I was home. I
just seem to burn out faster than most and from much less output.
This lack of energy to participate in life has created secondary
problems as well. Friends and family often feel neglected
or ignored when invitations are declined. And it doesn't seem
to matter how often or in what way I try to explain it, they just
don't seem to understand. It's hard to explain just how involved
going for a simple cup of coffee can be. As I've said
before, since I don't necessarily look sick it makes it all the
more difficult for people to comprehend. Besides medication adjustments,
there are a few tricks I have either been taught or stumbled across
along the way to avoid an Addisonian crisis for me.
I cannot stress enough here that I have never been given this
advice by a health care professional. It is something I have
done of my own accord. Some may be approved by the medical
profession but most likely not. And I am not suggesting that
anyone try them! Just telling you MY story.
During times of extremely hot weather, I found I was going into
crisis quite frequently and would end up in an emergency room getting
an IV of sodium and hydrocortisone in the form of dextramethasone
sodium phosphate. And since I no longer had insurance and
was now considered to be uninsurable, this was becoming quite expensive
and I thought it would be prudent to avoid this cost whenever possible.
So, I had to find another answer.
What I found that helped me, when it was really hot and I was sweating,
was Alka Seltzer. Yes, Alka Seltzer. I stumbled
upon this when I was sick once and took the Alka Seltzer and found
I could actually stand when I had been having such orthostatic hypotension
[drop in blood pressure when you stand causing a feeling like you
might pass out] that standing was for very short time only. I
always had this strange precursor when I was low in sodium. I would
smell salt. Not just crave it, but smell it too. And
since Alka Seltzer has sodium in it, it replaced lost sodium in
a form I could tolerate. Now, if it was really hot and I had
to run around in it, I would sometimes take as many as eight an
hour. It would keep my blood pressure up enough so I did not
feel like I was going to pass out every time I stood up and it seemed
to keep me out of the hospital. I could usually tell when
it was getting close to that point because I would get a headache,
become nauseated, feel faint, and couldn't think straight. As
I've said before, these practices are not necessarily the right
thing to do nor am I recommending them to anyone else. They are
just some things I found that worked well for me.
As hard as learning to take and adjust my medicine was, it was
an easier adjustment to make than the lifestyle adjustments I've
had to make. I have always heard that there weren't any real
lifestyle adjustments necessary with Addison's Disease but they
[I've always wondered who they were] haven't walked a mile in my
shoes. I better make that a block because I probably couldn't
walk a mile. LOL... But as hard as it may be, sometimes, I
think it is harder for the people in my life than for me. I've
learned over the years that primarily I am just like almost everyone
else. I have good days and I have bad days. But, generally,
the more important it is that I have a good day usually means I
probably won't because the added stress and strain necessary to
make it to that point has left me absolutely drained. When
that happens I'm generally left with two choices. Should I
stay home or should I go? If it is something my significant
other wants me to do, I am generally talked into it with the proverbial
"come on, you'll have fun." So, I go and guess what?
Whether I am having fun or not, most of the people around
me don't think I am because I end up being a bystander. It
ends up taking everything I have just to be there let alone be an
active participant. So, in reality I would have preferred
to stay home where I would have felt better and would not have dragged
those around me down. But on the other hand, when I stay home
I'm given so much grief for having missed something somebody considered
crucial, that I feel guilty. So, I'm stuck between a rock
and a hard place. That's probably the hardest part of all
this. The disappointment that my friends and family suffer
when I do not feel good ends up making me feel worse. And
that is something I have never been able to get them to comprehend
but maybe, eventually, we'll all understand.
2000 UPDATE
Well, it seems ALL the doctors are complaining about the amount
of steroids I take so I have told them I would attempt to decrease
it. They are in agreement that if I cannot tolerate it, I
cannot tolerate it. Period. End of statement and I go
back to a dosage I can function on. So, starting the middle
of April, I started gradually reducing my steroids from 30mg/day
to 5mg/day by the end of December. The
rheumy and neuro are both thrilled. I am tolerating it but
how much energy does it take to sit here in this recliner with my
keyboard in my lap and mouse on the arm of the chair?!? LOL...
The Florinef remains at 0.1mg... unchanged
since it was started.
2001 UPDATE
Well, you will read in the update section the hows and whys behind
it, but I am back on 30mg/day. For the most
part I am stable and have not had any addisonian crisis.
2002 UPDATE Well, another change was made in my steroid dosage at the beginning
of the year. So, I started taking 20mg/day.
Sheesh... I wish they'd make up their mind.
A move in April has me seeing all new doctors. The florinef has
been increased for the first time ever and I am taking 0.2mg/day.
The endo would like to see me increase my steroids back to 30mg/day
but since I have lost 50 pounds since April, I am not willing to
take a chance that all that work will be vain.
You are listening to Memories from the musical Cats, written by
Andrew Lloyd Webber and T.S. Eliot. I felt this song was a perfect
selection
for this site because of the affiliation I feel with Grizabella. Although
for her,
it was age and not health issues that changed her, neither of us are who
we
were before, on the outside, and it can affect how we feel on the inside.
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