Never On His Mind

Sometimes I wonder if our love will last
Though at times we have quite a blast
I think the chance is way out of sight
Cause all we ever do is fuss and fight

I don't seem to see you smile much at all
And all my mistakes you can surely recall
The angry words you often hurl
Bit by bit destroys my world

Your motto is the code of the west
And biting the bullet is always best
In these months your life I now see
And I don't know if it's the place for me

With you there's so much stress and strife
But, far worse, is I don't even have a life
I go wherever you want me to
As your little shadow, I'm just being used

You make plans without letting me know
And then I must just get up and go
Unless you want me to stay behind
I was never allowed to make up my own mind

There are things with which I cannot cope
Especially when he treats me like a dope
He just ran into an old girlfriend
Where she's at next there's just no end

Each day we see her more and more
She's either on the phone or at the door
Her actions toward him are too intimate
And she stills loves him she freely admits

It's quite apparent he never thinks of me
And he never agrees with what I see
Try as I may to tell him what's in my heart
He never understands, just picks it apart

Nobody has ever said that he's bad
But the way I'm treated makes me sad
We are never ever left alone
If it's not the door it's the telephone

With everything happening around us
It's making our life an absolute bust
There's so many people you're mad at
Why am I the only one called on the mat

I'm going to have to figure out what to do
Because I'm so tired of being blue
I keep hoping I can make you see
The person I know you'd rather be

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You are listening to Dark Side by Eddie and The Cruisers.
I have such an eclectic taste in music that it is hard for me
to pick just the right song but this one seems appropriate.
I really like the movie and the music but this site
is about my slip into the dark side!

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Please do not recreate any of them without expressed permission from me.
My inspiration was my pain and as such is quite personal.
It is my soul that is bared through these words.

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